Another song I used to listen to but never really got the meaning until today when it came on my ipod and I gave it another chance after so many years (you know, when you over listen to something and you cannot stand it anymore!).
Anyway, listening to the lyrics...shit it sounds like my life! I noticed that my life is repeating itself this year like last year with various things that I am doing, and to top it all off the guy that came into my life during that exact segment last year, has made small appearances in my life now! However we keep missing each other...and I'm scared of actually seeing him again. However I want to. 'I know what I should do but I just can't walk away'. Because as they say...'I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means'. I feel that I have missed a lot of chances the past year because I'm looking/waiting for him.
This bit really really makes me feel emotional:
'I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you
And I should have said it
But tell me
Just what has it ever meant'
I maybe should have made it more obvious...or just said something to get it out.
However, I feel if we did meet this summer because 'Could it be that everything goes around by chance
Or only one way that it was always meant to be', then I'm ready. So ready to finish this and get closure by establishing what happened!
So much of this song just hits me! I feel that if we saw each other again, how it is described in the song would be exactly how I would feel. I am so the singer!
What is creepy is when we want to at least try something new, but we instead settle for wishing we could or would try something new. It reminds me of wanting a new job position, but being so fearful of rejection that we don't apply 'cause it's better off not trying than possibly being rejected. And the longer we put off a goal, the harder it gets to reach it (due to the more excuses and fears that develop simply due to time.) Then we have the excuse to say it's too late. GOOD SONG.
What is creepy is when we want to at least try something new, but we instead settle for wishing we could or would try something new. It reminds me of wanting a new job position, but being so fearful of rejection that we don't apply 'cause it's better off not trying than possibly being rejected. And the longer we put off a goal, the harder it gets to reach it (due to the more excuses and fears that develop simply due to time.) Then we have the excuse to say it's too late. GOOD SONG.
Another song I used to listen to but never really got the meaning until today when it came on my ipod and I gave it another chance after so many years (you know, when you over listen to something and you cannot stand it anymore!).
Anyway, listening to the lyrics...shit it sounds like my life! I noticed that my life is repeating itself this year like last year with various things that I am doing, and to top it all off the guy that came into my life during that exact segment last year, has made small appearances in my life now! However we keep missing each other...and I'm scared of actually seeing him again. However I want to. 'I know what I should do but I just can't walk away'. Because as they say...'I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means'. I feel that I have missed a lot of chances the past year because I'm looking/waiting for him.
This bit really really makes me feel emotional:
'I know it but can't help feeling differently I loved you And I should have said it But tell me Just what has it ever meant'
I maybe should have made it more obvious...or just said something to get it out. However, I feel if we did meet this summer because 'Could it be that everything goes around by chance Or only one way that it was always meant to be', then I'm ready. So ready to finish this and get closure by establishing what happened!
So much of this song just hits me! I feel that if we saw each other again, how it is described in the song would be exactly how I would feel. I am so the singer!
Too many signs recently...it's creeping me out!
What is creepy is when we want to at least try something new, but we instead settle for wishing we could or would try something new. It reminds me of wanting a new job position, but being so fearful of rejection that we don't apply 'cause it's better off not trying than possibly being rejected. And the longer we put off a goal, the harder it gets to reach it (due to the more excuses and fears that develop simply due to time.) Then we have the excuse to say it's too late. GOOD SONG.
What is creepy is when we want to at least try something new, but we instead settle for wishing we could or would try something new. It reminds me of wanting a new job position, but being so fearful of rejection that we don't apply 'cause it's better off not trying than possibly being rejected. And the longer we put off a goal, the harder it gets to reach it (due to the more excuses and fears that develop simply due to time.) Then we have the excuse to say it's too late. GOOD SONG.