I think Hosomi has been going through some troubles with his health, and was put on antibiotics. However, the sickness and medication may be leeching the life out of him - making him lose his sense of wonder and his energy that makes him who he is and holds him as one.
And maybe he's hiding an illness, and is tired of lying to people and giving the impression that he's fine. It also matches up in his other lyrics, such as in the Flare, where he is talking about being on a cane and having shakes - further supporting that he might be sick.
Another possibility is that he's been experimenting with drugs such as vicodin or something, and "antibiotics" are a sort of code word for it. I'm not sure about Hosomi's stance on drugs, though. Just a thought. I think my first interpretation is more likely, though.
Maybe I'm completely wrong, but that's my take on things.
I think Hosomi has been going through some troubles with his health, and was put on antibiotics. However, the sickness and medication may be leeching the life out of him - making him lose his sense of wonder and his energy that makes him who he is and holds him as one. And maybe he's hiding an illness, and is tired of lying to people and giving the impression that he's fine. It also matches up in his other lyrics, such as in the Flare, where he is talking about being on a cane and having shakes - further supporting that he might be sick.
Another possibility is that he's been experimenting with drugs such as vicodin or something, and "antibiotics" are a sort of code word for it. I'm not sure about Hosomi's stance on drugs, though. Just a thought. I think my first interpretation is more likely, though.
Maybe I'm completely wrong, but that's my take on things.