i've been through this song entirely:
basically i dated a guy a year or so ago who was older than me and had 10x more experience, and while i really liked him i was jealous of everything he'd done and so surmounted everything around me and did A LOT of bad bad bad things to be like him. the jealousy and my attraction led me to do this. "Some bad disease" "so sick for you, babe". it was a time of tons of distress and self-hate and depression for me...
eventually we broke up.
a few months ago i met up with him and found out and he was just TRASH-- and i'm not being bitter, i swear, -- ;he was absolutely worth nothing at all, dropped out of school and didn't give one fuck about anything, not doing any work or even trying to better his life. he thought he was a vampire, genuinely. he thought he was a vampire and figured he couldn't get along with the rest of the world...don't fucking ask me.
anyway, I found his "broken pen-knife" (his broken pride, his destroyed self-worth) and I wasn't even gonna ask what he was doing by the wayside, in such shit conditions...
you see, now? great music, love everything about this song + lisa for having made it!
i've been through this song entirely: basically i dated a guy a year or so ago who was older than me and had 10x more experience, and while i really liked him i was jealous of everything he'd done and so surmounted everything around me and did A LOT of bad bad bad things to be like him. the jealousy and my attraction led me to do this. "Some bad disease" "so sick for you, babe". it was a time of tons of distress and self-hate and depression for me...
eventually we broke up.
a few months ago i met up with him and found out and he was just TRASH-- and i'm not being bitter, i swear, -- ;he was absolutely worth nothing at all, dropped out of school and didn't give one fuck about anything, not doing any work or even trying to better his life. he thought he was a vampire, genuinely. he thought he was a vampire and figured he couldn't get along with the rest of the world...don't fucking ask me.
anyway, I found his "broken pen-knife" (his broken pride, his destroyed self-worth) and I wasn't even gonna ask what he was doing by the wayside, in such shit conditions...
you see, now? great music, love everything about this song + lisa for having made it!