Being bi-polar this song represents, to me, the constant pinball of emotion that comes with it. "Tried to it before it started again/pushed it away forced to laugh/but inside I didn't have the breath/and oh-it feels so strange-when it comes again," to me sounds a lot like trying to be happy or pruvey hapiness but being misrable on the inside. Or if happiness does come you try to hold on longer knowing that eventually you'll be depressed later.
Being bi-polar this song represents, to me, the constant pinball of emotion that comes with it. "Tried to it before it started again/pushed it away forced to laugh/but inside I didn't have the breath/and oh-it feels so strange-when it comes again," to me sounds a lot like trying to be happy or pruvey hapiness but being misrable on the inside. Or if happiness does come you try to hold on longer knowing that eventually you'll be depressed later.