I take it as a fight between the ego and the subconscious, he is humbled by knowing and practicing what feels right (probably Buddhism) but randomly shape shifting at the egos command (as most people do), then feeling guilty for doing so. He's wanting to change but not sure how too let go.
I take it as a fight between the ego and the subconscious, he is humbled by knowing and practicing what feels right (probably Buddhism) but randomly shape shifting at the egos command (as most people do), then feeling guilty for doing so. He's wanting to change but not sure how too let go.