i think it's about getting involved with a girl he was friends with. he is in love with her (the disease), and they had one romantic night together, but it wasn't anything real for her. he waited for "the sunrise" but they never ended up together. time goes on, but he can never really get over her, even though he knows she isn't good and doesn't love him back.
i think it's about getting involved with a girl he was friends with. he is in love with her (the disease), and they had one romantic night together, but it wasn't anything real for her. he waited for "the sunrise" but they never ended up together. time goes on, but he can never really get over her, even though he knows she isn't good and doesn't love him back.