Ok after trying to write the lyrics which by the way i will post up... i realized this ong is def about teddy's life of how everything has been for him these past two years. I think he's saying he's willing to suffer the consequences of living life, standing up for his music and basically "loosing control" because he doesn't mind experimenting and playing disguise at this point in his life.
definition of "Au jus" which im still trying to connect to the meaning of the song
http://www.google.com/search?hl=en&defl=en&q=define:au+jus&ei=HArOS735BIOC8gbs8_l5&sa=X&oi=glossary_definition&ct=title&ved=0CAYQkAE
Ok after trying to write the lyrics which by the way i will post up... i realized this ong is def about teddy's life of how everything has been for him these past two years. I think he's saying he's willing to suffer the consequences of living life, standing up for his music and basically "loosing control" because he doesn't mind experimenting and playing disguise at this point in his life.