I agree elleemmee, he's not guided by love, he's being guided by fear and desperation.
He wants to see the beauty, to feel the love, to trust in god but can't stop looking at everything too closely and critically, obsessing until it all becomes absurd and disgusting.
I think it's about times in our lives when depression and self doubt and anxiety rule all our thoughts and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. We are after all, only tiny specks in a ruthless universe, right?!
I agree elleemmee, he's not guided by love, he's being guided by fear and desperation.
He wants to see the beauty, to feel the love, to trust in god but can't stop looking at everything too closely and critically, obsessing until it all becomes absurd and disgusting.
I think it's about times in our lives when depression and self doubt and anxiety rule all our thoughts and there is no light at the end of the tunnel. We are after all, only tiny specks in a ruthless universe, right?!