You're Not Real, Girl Lyrics

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Cover art for You're Not Real, Girl lyrics by Swans

Alternatively, the coming inside her could be about the teachings of the cult coming inside her and being believed by her. She starts to deny her body and herself, which leads to her denying the belief that caused her to deny it in the first place. Either way, there's a theme of hypocrisy and self-contradiction.