I feel like this is almost an argument he is having with himself. Like he is reviewing his past relationship, and he's trying to rationalize and forgive himself for things he did, or things she blamed him for. He starts to remeber why he loved her, saying "you're not a contra" and then he goes back to feeling that she is at fault for his pain. Whatever it means I think this is a beautiful song.
I feel like this is almost an argument he is having with himself. Like he is reviewing his past relationship, and he's trying to rationalize and forgive himself for things he did, or things she blamed him for. He starts to remeber why he loved her, saying "you're not a contra" and then he goes back to feeling that she is at fault for his pain. Whatever it means I think this is a beautiful song.