To ME? It seems to be talking about manipulation, possibly a SadoMaso relationship.
It's almost that he's manipulating someone into thinking that they're in control, making them think that they're his 'master' when they aren't, and he's leading them to their death, or at the very least an extremely unpleasant fate.
The first verse 'I need to calculate what creates my own madness, and I'm addicted to your punishment' would make it seem that he is only the submissive, the 'used' in this relationship. But other parts of the song contradicts that.
'It isn’t possible to never tell the truth, But the reality is I'm getting away with murder'
He's lying up and down, luring the person into a trap with his lies.
This was an interesting verse to me.
'I take my drink and I don’t even want to
I think my thoughts when I don’t even need to
I never look back cos I don’t even want to
And I don’t need to because I'm getting away with murder'
He's doing all these things, he doesn't want to do them, but he's doing it to continue the illusion that he isn't the one in control. I have been in a relationship somewhat like this, manipulating the person into thinking they're in control, when they aren't. The person I was back in those days would be proud to know someone else knew how she felt.
I have a alteration too your idea of the relationship as you describe it.
I have a alteration too your idea of the relationship as you describe it.
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness: living with mixed up feelings about the relationship
I need to calculate what creates my own madness: check the con's and pro's too see if it's worth to fight for.
And I'm addicted to your punishment: Finding joy in some of the con's
And you’re the master and I am waiting for disaster: The other person is in control, but he wants to find a mistake so he can breakup.
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness: living with mixed up feelings about the relationship
I need to calculate what creates my own madness: check the con's and pro's too see if it's worth to fight for.
And I'm addicted to your punishment: Finding joy in some of the con's
And you’re the master and I am waiting for disaster: The other person is in control, but he wants to find a mistake so he can breakup.
I feel irrational, so confrontational: the feeling of being a nobody in the eyes of someone who expects allot from you. never being good enough
To tell the truth again, I'm getting away with murder: the truth is deeper than the surface tell's, I am killing myself by letting you control me.
It isn’t possible to never tell the truth: It's harder too hide the truth
But the reality is I'm getting away with murder: the truth is I am killing myself by being with you.
Getting Away, Getting Away, Getting Away
I take my drink and I don’t even want to: You have all the control over me
I think my thoughts when I don’t even need to: I'm thinking about things I don't want too think about during a relationship.
I never look back 'cause I don’t even want to: I am afraid too look what I was and what I've become, because it's hard to see the truth.
And I don’t need to because I'm getting away with murder: I know I have changed, I am not me anymore
To ME? It seems to be talking about manipulation, possibly a SadoMaso relationship.
It's almost that he's manipulating someone into thinking that they're in control, making them think that they're his 'master' when they aren't, and he's leading them to their death, or at the very least an extremely unpleasant fate.
The first verse 'I need to calculate what creates my own madness, and I'm addicted to your punishment' would make it seem that he is only the submissive, the 'used' in this relationship. But other parts of the song contradicts that.
'It isn’t possible to never tell the truth, But the reality is I'm getting away with murder'
He's lying up and down, luring the person into a trap with his lies.
This was an interesting verse to me.
'I take my drink and I don’t even want to I think my thoughts when I don’t even need to I never look back cos I don’t even want to And I don’t need to because I'm getting away with murder'
He's doing all these things, he doesn't want to do them, but he's doing it to continue the illusion that he isn't the one in control. I have been in a relationship somewhat like this, manipulating the person into thinking they're in control, when they aren't. The person I was back in those days would be proud to know someone else knew how she felt.
Fascinating song.
I have a alteration too your idea of the relationship as you describe it.
I have a alteration too your idea of the relationship as you describe it.
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness: living with mixed up feelings about the relationship I need to calculate what creates my own madness: check the con's and pro's too see if it's worth to fight for. And I'm addicted to your punishment: Finding joy in some of the con's And you’re the master and I am waiting for disaster: The other person is in control, but he wants to find a mistake so he can breakup.
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness: living with mixed up feelings about the relationship I need to calculate what creates my own madness: check the con's and pro's too see if it's worth to fight for. And I'm addicted to your punishment: Finding joy in some of the con's And you’re the master and I am waiting for disaster: The other person is in control, but he wants to find a mistake so he can breakup.
I feel irrational, so confrontational: the feeling of being a nobody in the eyes of someone who expects allot from you. never being good enough To tell the truth again, I'm getting away with murder: the truth is deeper than the surface tell's, I am killing myself by letting you control me. It isn’t possible to never tell the truth: It's harder too hide the truth But the reality is I'm getting away with murder: the truth is I am killing myself by being with you.
Getting Away, Getting Away, Getting Away
I take my drink and I don’t even want to: You have all the control over me I think my thoughts when I don’t even need to: I'm thinking about things I don't want too think about during a relationship. I never look back 'cause I don’t even want to: I am afraid too look what I was and what I've become, because it's hard to see the truth. And I don’t need to because I'm getting away with murder: I know I have changed, I am not me anymore