I agree with the he is trying to change but in a different way. I think he is trying to change because he is seeing how fucked up he use to be and how he acted. I think I am probibly 80% right because he is asking himself how far did he really drift off from being himself? I think but im not positive is the part where he is saying bringing me down break me down sweet suger is he is actually talking to someone he is in a relationship with? Someone is breaking him down and he is realilzing that she is right and he is asking himself how far did he really drift from the original person he use to be. The nightmare part also goes alot with realilzing the fact that you did turn into an asshole and you have to live with it.
I agree with the he is trying to change but in a different way. I think he is trying to change because he is seeing how fucked up he use to be and how he acted. I think I am probibly 80% right because he is asking himself how far did he really drift off from being himself? I think but im not positive is the part where he is saying bringing me down break me down sweet suger is he is actually talking to someone he is in a relationship with? Someone is breaking him down and he is realilzing that she is right and he is asking himself how far did he really drift from the original person he use to be. The nightmare part also goes alot with realilzing the fact that you did turn into an asshole and you have to live with it.