I think this song has to do with yes escapeism, the whole drinking thing, and the veins stuff makes sense. I think it has to do with being out of control, I found references to animalistic behavior:
and I can decompose
when it suits me I accelerate it
we get on all fours
I surrender to the storm
Decompose from human behaviour to something more primitave and course. THe language he uses in the chorus shows a courseness and roughness; coursing through your innerstates
I'm matergrate confused and counterfeit
kamakazi's sear the blood inside you.
He realises that this is a pattern he must break: lash yourself repeatedly until it sticks until it sticks
But the animalistic calling brings him back to falling to his addiction: Need medication, more medication
I think the 'I can dissapear' tells people that he knows he deteriorates from his usual self when the alcohol. And he talks about it like an advantage cos he can dissapear 'any time I want to, time I feel you', but he does realise that it is a neverending and irreversable cycle: first you breathe out/
than you have to breathe in
I think this song has to do with yes escapeism, the whole drinking thing, and the veins stuff makes sense. I think it has to do with being out of control, I found references to animalistic behavior: and I can decompose when it suits me I accelerate it we get on all fours I surrender to the storm
Decompose from human behaviour to something more primitave and course. THe language he uses in the chorus shows a courseness and roughness; coursing through your innerstates I'm matergrate confused and counterfeit kamakazi's sear the blood inside you.
He realises that this is a pattern he must break: lash yourself repeatedly until it sticks until it sticks
But the animalistic calling brings him back to falling to his addiction: Need medication, more medication
I think the 'I can dissapear' tells people that he knows he deteriorates from his usual self when the alcohol. And he talks about it like an advantage cos he can dissapear 'any time I want to, time I feel you', but he does realise that it is a neverending and irreversable cycle: first you breathe out/ than you have to breathe in
This guy Justin Pierre is brilliant