I think it's clearly about a transgender girl who's hopelessly in love with a straight girl who's her friend. She's saying how it's futile to wish the girl could think of her as a man. Also, at the end, she's recognizing she will confront the girl about this, and "humiliate" herself.
I think it's clearly about a transgender girl who's hopelessly in love with a straight girl who's her friend. She's saying how it's futile to wish the girl could think of her as a man. Also, at the end, she's recognizing she will confront the girl about this, and "humiliate" herself.