(He feels failure, he feels lost. "To be born again" = redemption, to live life again with meaning)
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain (this can be read two ways: 1) he wants the saddest kind of pain, or 2) wanting IS the saddest kind of pain. so, he either wants pain, or he feels it because he wants. based on another version of this song I've heard where the lyrics here are slightly different, I've recently learned it is in fact the first interpretation, which is unfortunate to me.)
Waiting for the day when I will crawl away (hopelessness... thinking he SHOULD crawl away, just go away.)
Nothing is what I feel (feels nothing)
Waiting... for the drugs to make it real (wants life to feel real again, but it's all dead)
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away
Waiting... to be disciplined (pretty clear)
Aching... for your nails across my skin (I immediately think of a sexual scene. I'm thinking this whole song is about the failure of a perhaps unhealthy relationship where he was quite submissive, willingly.)
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away
Waiting... to be born again (when he dies he will start the life after death from the begining so he is like going to start a new life like a child clean (born).
Waiting... to be born again (when he dies he will start the life after death from the begining so he is like going to start a new life like a child clean (born).
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain...here is the death discibed as a sad feeling
Waiting for the day when I will crawl away...leaving
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain...here is the death discibed as a sad feeling
Waiting for the day when I will crawl away...leaving
Nothing is what I feel...nothing here for the sence of death
Waiting... for the drugs to make it real...the cause of death by drugs
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away...the day that...
Nothing is what I feel...nothing here for the sence of death
Waiting... for the drugs to make it real...the cause of death by drugs
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away...the day that he will die
Waiting... to be disciplined...judgment day
Aching... for your nails across my skin....here is the panishment
Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away ...they day that he will die
but also its possible to compare all this with drug feelings
Okay, let me take a stab at this.
Waiting... to be born again
(He feels failure, he feels lost. "To be born again" = redemption, to live life again with meaning)
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain (this can be read two ways: 1) he wants the saddest kind of pain, or 2) wanting IS the saddest kind of pain. so, he either wants pain, or he feels it because he wants. based on another version of this song I've heard where the lyrics here are slightly different, I've recently learned it is in fact the first interpretation, which is unfortunate to me.) Waiting for the day when I will crawl away (hopelessness... thinking he SHOULD crawl away, just go away.)
Nothing is what I feel (feels nothing) Waiting... for the drugs to make it real (wants life to feel real again, but it's all dead) Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away
Waiting... to be disciplined (pretty clear) Aching... for your nails across my skin (I immediately think of a sexual scene. I'm thinking this whole song is about the failure of a perhaps unhealthy relationship where he was quite submissive, willingly.) Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away
i think waiting means that he wants to die ...
i think waiting means that he wants to die ...
Waiting... to be born again (when he dies he will start the life after death from the begining so he is like going to start a new life like a child clean (born).
Waiting... to be born again (when he dies he will start the life after death from the begining so he is like going to start a new life like a child clean (born).
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain...here is the death discibed as a sad feeling Waiting for the day when I will crawl away...leaving
Wanting... the saddest kind of pain...here is the death discibed as a sad feeling Waiting for the day when I will crawl away...leaving
Nothing is what I feel...nothing here for the sence of death Waiting... for the drugs to make it real...the cause of death by drugs Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away...the day that...
Nothing is what I feel...nothing here for the sence of death Waiting... for the drugs to make it real...the cause of death by drugs Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away...the day that he will die
Waiting... to be disciplined...judgment day Aching... for your nails across my skin....here is the panishment Waiting... for the day when I will crawl away ...they day that he will die
but also its possible to compare all this with drug feelings