This is either about a troubled, heartbroken girl who is constantly hurt by but, still wants to be with a particular person who happens to have blue eyes. She continues to cry sorrowfully, take pills, and pick herself up because of this blue-eyed lover.
OR this girl is feeling inadequate and wishes herself to be better for her lover. She is crying, wishing she was different (had blue eyes perhaps?) to accommodate for her insecurities.
This is either about a troubled, heartbroken girl who is constantly hurt by but, still wants to be with a particular person who happens to have blue eyes. She continues to cry sorrowfully, take pills, and pick herself up because of this blue-eyed lover. OR this girl is feeling inadequate and wishes herself to be better for her lover. She is crying, wishing she was different (had blue eyes perhaps?) to accommodate for her insecurities.