There is nothing to me.
There is nothing though there was a time
I had felt elation before all sensation died [Was happy but nowadays is numb and unable to feel much]
I cannot breathe.
I can't deny that I've been feigning for you
every vital sign defied [I have faked every vital sign, basically i'm dead inside/emotionally and have been faking emotions such as happiness]
This means nothing to me.
This means nothing so spare me the lies. [Don't lie when you explain yourself because what we have doesn't mean a thing to me anymore, spare the lies]
I deny you sympathy just as I have been denied. [No one sympathises with me, why should i feel sorry for you? You would never do so for me, when you hurt me]
I cannot breathe.
I can't deny that I've been faking for you
Every sign of life [Dead inside, faking all these signs so i might appear lively, happy and such]
I died for the last lie [The worst lie]
and the heartbreak for the first time
I could not take 'til I made you cry [For once i felt I couldn't handle it until you had cried, feel bad, feel sorrow for this]
This is what you taught me.
This is what you taught and I learned well
To recognize that feeling easily can be dispelled.
Show your wounds, I'm bored with mine. [We're both wounded, hurt inside but nothings new]
Nothing is new.
Don't despair, I rarely cry.
Oh my dear, please dry your eyes.
Who could harm you?
To hurt you is to be despised,
As I'd love to. [I'd hate anyone who harms you, to hurt you is to be despised, and still i would love to hurt you]
There is nothing to me. There is nothing though there was a time I had felt elation before all sensation died [Was happy but nowadays is numb and unable to feel much]
I cannot breathe. I can't deny that I've been feigning for you every vital sign defied [I have faked every vital sign, basically i'm dead inside/emotionally and have been faking emotions such as happiness]
This means nothing to me. This means nothing so spare me the lies. [Don't lie when you explain yourself because what we have doesn't mean a thing to me anymore, spare the lies] I deny you sympathy just as I have been denied. [No one sympathises with me, why should i feel sorry for you? You would never do so for me, when you hurt me]
I cannot breathe. I can't deny that I've been faking for you Every sign of life [Dead inside, faking all these signs so i might appear lively, happy and such]
I died for the last lie [The worst lie] and the heartbreak for the first time I could not take 'til I made you cry [For once i felt I couldn't handle it until you had cried, feel bad, feel sorrow for this]
This is what you taught me. This is what you taught and I learned well To recognize that feeling easily can be dispelled.
Show your wounds, I'm bored with mine. [We're both wounded, hurt inside but nothings new] Nothing is new. Don't despair, I rarely cry.
Oh my dear, please dry your eyes. Who could harm you? To hurt you is to be despised, As I'd love to. [I'd hate anyone who harms you, to hurt you is to be despised, and still i would love to hurt you]