This song is about his insecurities, and the flaws that he wishes he could hide, "like when shadows disappear in twilight." He's been searching for something that can "soothe" his insecurities and fix his flaws, but everything he's tried has lead him to desolation. Then he talks about how he tries to fix himself in a metaphorical darkness, so probably in his own brain, but he can see "her" every little mistake because she leaves herself out in the open, metaphorically speaking. The line "and it's getting so much harder to accept, the fact that i am stuck here," seems to be him saying that it's getting so much difficult for him to accept his flaws, and that he's stuck as an imperfect person. Then the last lines are so haunting it gives me goosebumps. I can't hide from my own eyes, i can't hide from my own. said once, it's not all that cool, but when he repeats it in the song, it gets more powerful each time, saying that he, or we can't hide from the judgement's of our own eyes.
This song is about his insecurities, and the flaws that he wishes he could hide, "like when shadows disappear in twilight." He's been searching for something that can "soothe" his insecurities and fix his flaws, but everything he's tried has lead him to desolation. Then he talks about how he tries to fix himself in a metaphorical darkness, so probably in his own brain, but he can see "her" every little mistake because she leaves herself out in the open, metaphorically speaking. The line "and it's getting so much harder to accept, the fact that i am stuck here," seems to be him saying that it's getting so much difficult for him to accept his flaws, and that he's stuck as an imperfect person. Then the last lines are so haunting it gives me goosebumps. I can't hide from my own eyes, i can't hide from my own. said once, it's not all that cool, but when he repeats it in the song, it gets more powerful each time, saying that he, or we can't hide from the judgement's of our own eyes.