"i've woken now to find myself
in the shadows of a all i've created"
she feels empty because she is focusing on herself too much and worrying about how everything will affect her. the shadow is a dark place she created as a result of fussing over herself.
"i'm longing to be lost in you"
it's only when we forget about ourselves and focus on other people's problems that we find happiness. if you try to make other people happy, you will feel happy yourself. those that give affection receive affection.
"i've woken now to find myself in the shadows of a all i've created"
"i'm longing to be lost in you"