To me this is about someone that just lives inside their head. They've been through too much and they don't want to dwell on it anymore or be in pain anymore, so they block it all out from their mind, don't let themselves think about it, and think of other things. They tell themselves they're fine, they're stable, they're moving on - but because they live inside their head, and keep everything locked up inside, their thoughts constantly changing, they get confused and never quite know how they feel, their thoughts end up contradicting each other.
I don't know if that makes sense, it's not really how I wanted it to sound. I think this is a really hard songmeaning to describe.
To me this is about someone that just lives inside their head. They've been through too much and they don't want to dwell on it anymore or be in pain anymore, so they block it all out from their mind, don't let themselves think about it, and think of other things. They tell themselves they're fine, they're stable, they're moving on - but because they live inside their head, and keep everything locked up inside, their thoughts constantly changing, they get confused and never quite know how they feel, their thoughts end up contradicting each other.
I don't know if that makes sense, it's not really how I wanted it to sound. I think this is a really hard songmeaning to describe.