Basically...I'm copying how I feel about the words in this song from a letter I am writing to some one. As soon as I listened to it, I knew there were some deeply personal connections for me. I had to take some time to really think about this. I copied pretty close to word for word what I wrote in the letter...it's deeply personal, however I feel safe posting because there aren't any details in it.
When I think of fate finally finding me, I feel that the results of how we have spent the last 7 years have finally caught up to me. That I screwed things up pretty bad…and now I have reaped what I have sown. The next part…I hear your voice and my own…telling me that I’m getting what I deserved, both for how I didn’t do so many things I needed to do in our relationship, and for how I hurt you.
The next line…I wish I was wrong, I wish I had a reason to believe I am wrong about how messed up we are. I wish in some ways that I could wash the memory clean. I’m not saying I don’t want to remember you. I just wish I could be free of thinking so often about all of the disaster we have encountered together.
Skipping a line…everything that has happened has created a huge hole, a huge gap between us. Somewhere between how we started and where we ended up, a huge chasm has emerged between us. The whole next paragraph of the song elaborates on this. All that’s left of what we had is memories…and ashes. Sometimes it feels like the ground caved in unexpectedly…we just didn’t see it coming. We didn’t see the damage being done over the years as clearly as we could have.
Skipping to the last verse…this one is a little more painful. I’ve heard you lie to me so many times and you’ve had years to change that. Now that I have known about many things that happened for months, you don’t deny it anymore. Before I knew the truth, you denied it all though. I just wanted to hear it from you, but I had to find out myself. It hurts that much more because of that.
End of my "personal interpretation" or whatever you'd like to call it. Please feel free to question\comment on anything I've said. I just wanted to share
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Basically...I'm copying how I feel about the words in this song from a letter I am writing to some one. As soon as I listened to it, I knew there were some deeply personal connections for me. I had to take some time to really think about this. I copied pretty close to word for word what I wrote in the letter...it's deeply personal, however I feel safe posting because there aren't any details in it.
When I think of fate finally finding me, I feel that the results of how we have spent the last 7 years have finally caught up to me. That I screwed things up pretty bad…and now I have reaped what I have sown. The next part…I hear your voice and my own…telling me that I’m getting what I deserved, both for how I didn’t do so many things I needed to do in our relationship, and for how I hurt you.
The next line…I wish I was wrong, I wish I had a reason to believe I am wrong about how messed up we are. I wish in some ways that I could wash the memory clean. I’m not saying I don’t want to remember you. I just wish I could be free of thinking so often about all of the disaster we have encountered together.
Skipping a line…everything that has happened has created a huge hole, a huge gap between us. Somewhere between how we started and where we ended up, a huge chasm has emerged between us. The whole next paragraph of the song elaborates on this. All that’s left of what we had is memories…and ashes. Sometimes it feels like the ground caved in unexpectedly…we just didn’t see it coming. We didn’t see the damage being done over the years as clearly as we could have.
Skipping to the last verse…this one is a little more painful. I’ve heard you lie to me so many times and you’ve had years to change that. Now that I have known about many things that happened for months, you don’t deny it anymore. Before I knew the truth, you denied it all though. I just wanted to hear it from you, but I had to find out myself. It hurts that much more because of that.
End of my "personal interpretation" or whatever you'd like to call it. Please feel free to question\comment on anything I've said. I just wanted to share