Independently Happy Lyrics

Lyric discussion by TheOriginalChubbz 

Cover art for Independently Happy lyrics by Blue October

i can relate to this song, Word for Word, its about being sick and tired of the person you've become, so sick that you get fed up with the bullshit of having to rely on a substance and so you decide to become independently happy.

The lyrics are actually:

"I deal with the fact that I've FORGIVEN the worst."