i think it's about a guy who watched a girl get married that he once loved/still loves
he still wonders about her and what could have been
and then he talks about how his friends are dead which means they're living boring lives and they aren't doing anything
the next part "We never are what we intend, or invent" shows that these people who are living boring lives obviously never wanted that
next it seems like maybe the person has the intentions of hurting someone, but i could be totally off by that
"And if I wanted to die before I got old" suggests that someone isn't doing anything with their life (going back to how the person's life is boring) and that if you sit around and do nothing it's the equivalent to being dead
"I'd serve you drugs on a silver plate" could possibly mean that it'd make someone more exciting and make them forget about things
whoever the person is talking knows that the person who died, is in the box etc, is going to not be remembered. they had a short lived life and didn't do much in it
then it talks about how some people don't deserve to die and how people will always look for things in life and never get to them
i think it's about a guy who watched a girl get married that he once loved/still loves he still wonders about her and what could have been and then he talks about how his friends are dead which means they're living boring lives and they aren't doing anything the next part "We never are what we intend, or invent" shows that these people who are living boring lives obviously never wanted that next it seems like maybe the person has the intentions of hurting someone, but i could be totally off by that "And if I wanted to die before I got old" suggests that someone isn't doing anything with their life (going back to how the person's life is boring) and that if you sit around and do nothing it's the equivalent to being dead "I'd serve you drugs on a silver plate" could possibly mean that it'd make someone more exciting and make them forget about things whoever the person is talking knows that the person who died, is in the box etc, is going to not be remembered. they had a short lived life and didn't do much in it then it talks about how some people don't deserve to die and how people will always look for things in life and never get to them