Pleasure Isn't Simple Lyrics

Lyric discussion by Joeyyyy 

Cover art for Pleasure Isn't Simple lyrics by Joan of Arc

This is what I hear:

"despite the chaperones" "heavy against a chest" "we'd wait all afternoon" "I had the judges..." "he was never unkind only remote" "she nursed me until I was 4"

I think it's from the point of view of a girl.