She might be Bipolar maybe? Like above the clouds would be her in mania, enjoying life with her friends (making lasagna, running around), but then those lows get her and she drowns herself.
As for new vs no chances, this might just be an ambiguous pronunciation that was intended to be interpreted however you like. If you're hopeful there were chances in the beginning, and when you get out, there are still those chances. But for us with a more stark view of the world, there never were any chances, and there sure as hell won't be when you get out.
She might be Bipolar maybe? Like above the clouds would be her in mania, enjoying life with her friends (making lasagna, running around), but then those lows get her and she drowns herself.
As for new vs no chances, this might just be an ambiguous pronunciation that was intended to be interpreted however you like. If you're hopeful there were chances in the beginning, and when you get out, there are still those chances. But for us with a more stark view of the world, there never were any chances, and there sure as hell won't be when you get out.
But this is speculation.