My guess is that she's talking about a relationship that seems so perfect, and she wants him to believe it's perfect. She tells herself she's so lucky to have this guy, to have somebody so special.
But sometimes it seems like their struggling, and she's struggling and just has to tell herself she's lucky, when really she wants someone more. She's truly unhappy and sad with the relationship, and puts herself through so much to save it.
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My guess is that she's talking about a relationship that seems so perfect, and she wants him to believe it's perfect. She tells herself she's so lucky to have this guy, to have somebody so special.
But sometimes it seems like their struggling, and she's struggling and just has to tell herself she's lucky, when really she wants someone more. She's truly unhappy and sad with the relationship, and puts herself through so much to save it.
She asks him if he knows it hurts.