This song is about his dark personality that appears at night especially when partying, he calls it the clown. the clown has no concern about safety when it comes to drugs and women
This life I live, I might not die
If let lone
Love my experience
This is my fucked up life
Don't try this at home
he has more control over the clown now that he has calmed down all the partying and using drugs and having promiscuous sex with multiple women
he has stopped because he wants to be there for his children
This song is about his dark personality that appears at night especially when partying, he calls it the clown. the clown has no concern about safety when it comes to drugs and women
This life I live, I might not die If let lone Love my experience This is my fucked up life Don't try this at home
he has more control over the clown now that he has calmed down all the partying and using drugs and having promiscuous sex with multiple women he has stopped because he wants to be there for his children