"Words of mine are trite and simple shame.
Still we find a place in everything.
It's just to break the silence that has been crushing me.
Half of me is dead, already gone.
Half is screaming everyone is wrong.
Finally asking now, will you just hear me out?
This was all my fault.
You brought me death, and it's everything I wanted.
It's the wrong side of fear that kept me out. "
I may be completely 100% off here, but it's interesting...could this be about a huge fear of commitment to someone he loved, and him, although knowing it was an awful thought to think but thinking it anyway because of his huge fear (possibly of commitment), thinking something along the lines of, "Damn, if this girl would just die or something I wouldn't have to keep feeling this way, so scared and nervous and worried about the future." - I don't know, I know nothing about this song yet (first time hearing it today), but the ending leads me to think about this.
"Words of mine are trite and simple shame. Still we find a place in everything. It's just to break the silence that has been crushing me. Half of me is dead, already gone. Half is screaming everyone is wrong. Finally asking now, will you just hear me out?
This was all my fault. You brought me death, and it's everything I wanted. It's the wrong side of fear that kept me out. "
I may be completely 100% off here, but it's interesting...could this be about a huge fear of commitment to someone he loved, and him, although knowing it was an awful thought to think but thinking it anyway because of his huge fear (possibly of commitment), thinking something along the lines of, "Damn, if this girl would just die or something I wouldn't have to keep feeling this way, so scared and nervous and worried about the future." - I don't know, I know nothing about this song yet (first time hearing it today), but the ending leads me to think about this.