Every time I hear this song I think of a long-lost love of mine from 17 years ago! We had been dating for around five months or so and despite my strong feelings for him, I was worried that he didn't feel the same way (long story). I was trying so hard not to be all the things that I was that were detrimental in my former relationship: jealous, paranoid, possessive etc. that I was literally scared to death to tell this man that I love(d) him--yet I did. So, this song comes up on his TV one evening as we were sitting in his LR. He didn't turn the station and so this uncertain part of myself took this to mean that there was this possibility that he felt the same way about me too, that in his past as in mine, he'd heard the words too much but needed the actions that go along with them. Something happened over the next couple of months after that night and we ended up not seeing each other again. It was very painful for me. I didn't want to 'beg' so to speak. I wrote him a letter asking him to explain why he dropped off the face of the earth and never called me again but I never heard back. Needless to say, I can still get myself going about this even now when I'm in certain frames of mine. So, when I hear this song, I will always think of this person and how I didn't show him nearly enough how much he meant to me, that I loved him. Those reading this, don't let fear rule you. Do as the song says--act out the words and then say them when you are both ready and able to hear them.
I am in your old situation, but I don't think we will be together... He want something that I can't give him just because, he want. I could give him when I'll be ready, but he don't understand my way of being. It's so sad... I feel that he's my soul mate, we just feel, I know that he feels that too... but we're too different and... we can't comunicate... He never showed what he felt, Now I know that he felt something with me, after 1 year we talked, csuse I looked for him. Our story was without having...
I am in your old situation, but I don't think we will be together... He want something that I can't give him just because, he want. I could give him when I'll be ready, but he don't understand my way of being. It's so sad... I feel that he's my soul mate, we just feel, I know that he feels that too... but we're too different and... we can't comunicate... He never showed what he felt, Now I know that he felt something with me, after 1 year we talked, csuse I looked for him. Our story was without having sex, but he wasn't sure that I want him ( because of that ). To show him that I want him, It will be like: having sex just to show him that, and...lame. If he does not appreciate the other things I made for him, than he's not worth it so much as I tought...Now another person is here, able to know me and have patiance. And I feel that he is what I need... but not what I want. I'm afraid of regrets...It's complicated... but I hope I will choose right. i'd like to talk with you more about our stories. Sorry for my bad english, I'm a Romanian girl :)
Every time I hear this song I think of a long-lost love of mine from 17 years ago! We had been dating for around five months or so and despite my strong feelings for him, I was worried that he didn't feel the same way (long story). I was trying so hard not to be all the things that I was that were detrimental in my former relationship: jealous, paranoid, possessive etc. that I was literally scared to death to tell this man that I love(d) him--yet I did. So, this song comes up on his TV one evening as we were sitting in his LR. He didn't turn the station and so this uncertain part of myself took this to mean that there was this possibility that he felt the same way about me too, that in his past as in mine, he'd heard the words too much but needed the actions that go along with them. Something happened over the next couple of months after that night and we ended up not seeing each other again. It was very painful for me. I didn't want to 'beg' so to speak. I wrote him a letter asking him to explain why he dropped off the face of the earth and never called me again but I never heard back. Needless to say, I can still get myself going about this even now when I'm in certain frames of mine. So, when I hear this song, I will always think of this person and how I didn't show him nearly enough how much he meant to me, that I loved him. Those reading this, don't let fear rule you. Do as the song says--act out the words and then say them when you are both ready and able to hear them.
I am in your old situation, but I don't think we will be together... He want something that I can't give him just because, he want. I could give him when I'll be ready, but he don't understand my way of being. It's so sad... I feel that he's my soul mate, we just feel, I know that he feels that too... but we're too different and... we can't comunicate... He never showed what he felt, Now I know that he felt something with me, after 1 year we talked, csuse I looked for him. Our story was without having...
I am in your old situation, but I don't think we will be together... He want something that I can't give him just because, he want. I could give him when I'll be ready, but he don't understand my way of being. It's so sad... I feel that he's my soul mate, we just feel, I know that he feels that too... but we're too different and... we can't comunicate... He never showed what he felt, Now I know that he felt something with me, after 1 year we talked, csuse I looked for him. Our story was without having sex, but he wasn't sure that I want him ( because of that ). To show him that I want him, It will be like: having sex just to show him that, and...lame. If he does not appreciate the other things I made for him, than he's not worth it so much as I tought...Now another person is here, able to know me and have patiance. And I feel that he is what I need... but not what I want. I'm afraid of regrets...It's complicated... but I hope I will choose right. i'd like to talk with you more about our stories. Sorry for my bad english, I'm a Romanian girl :)