It's in reference to God and the speaker's faith. He's turning his back on God and loves it at first, but towards the end feels guilt and regret and wonders if God will forgive him.
To me this entire album seems like a story, from beginning to end, portraying a person (perhaps Karl Schubach himself) going through doubt and regret, and losing faith in God and all he has believed.
It's in reference to God and the speaker's faith. He's turning his back on God and loves it at first, but towards the end feels guilt and regret and wonders if God will forgive him. To me this entire album seems like a story, from beginning to end, portraying a person (perhaps Karl Schubach himself) going through doubt and regret, and losing faith in God and all he has believed.