This song is about a guy (I am guessing the singer) had a hell of a time and was going to kill himself because of things that have been going on. He realilzed that after he tried killing himself and got lucky the bullet did not go off that he would never turn back to suicide and instead of killing himself, would deal with his problems a different way. I am guessing the way is singing sinse he says something about getting signed onto a record contract.
This song is about a guy (I am guessing the singer) had a hell of a time and was going to kill himself because of things that have been going on. He realilzed that after he tried killing himself and got lucky the bullet did not go off that he would never turn back to suicide and instead of killing himself, would deal with his problems a different way. I am guessing the way is singing sinse he says something about getting signed onto a record contract.