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Cover art for You Always Remember Your First lyrics by Disappearing Pencil Trick, The

A former serial rapist, now a well-off and respected suburban father, remembers first the time he raped and murdered a girl on a whim during his youth. Although he has spent many years consumed with covering up his past crimes in order to live a stable life, he remembers how much he truly enjoyed being evil. He finally allows his middle-class facade to be corrupted, therefore ushering his "true" persona back into the real world.

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