She is waiting up for her partner. Her partner is out with someone else. She accepts this. It's an open relationship, but she still feels a desire to leave. She feels like the runner up.
"I sent you out to play last night" --- Could indicate that maybe she was even the one initiating to have an open relationship.
"I sent you out to play last night" --- Could indicate that maybe she was even the one initiating to have an open relationship.
"Funny how I'm not laughing now
He's not coming home to me" --- Sounds like she never showed/admitted how she truly felt, laughing her feelings off maybe cuz she was scared of letting him too close (which could have led him into the arms of someone else stopping his experience of "open relationship" for something serious)... But at the same time took him for granted and thought he would come...
"Funny how I'm not laughing now
He's not coming home to me" --- Sounds like she never showed/admitted how she truly felt, laughing her feelings off maybe cuz she was scared of letting him too close (which could have led him into the arms of someone else stopping his experience of "open relationship" for something serious)... But at the same time took him for granted and thought he would come home to her anyway, like usual.
"The alarms went off at three" --- Since she can recall the exact times during night it could indicate that although she thinks he's coming home anyway she secretly stares at the clock wondering when he is coming home because deep inside she knows one day he won't which in the end turned into reality.
The tragic is that she now realizes that fcking around is not what she truly wants either and the irony is that she now ends up fcking around again (with #2) to fall out of love.
She is waiting up for her partner. Her partner is out with someone else. She accepts this. It's an open relationship, but she still feels a desire to leave. She feels like the runner up.
agree about the open relationship...
agree about the open relationship...
"I sent you out to play last night" --- Could indicate that maybe she was even the one initiating to have an open relationship.
"I sent you out to play last night" --- Could indicate that maybe she was even the one initiating to have an open relationship.
"Funny how I'm not laughing now He's not coming home to me" --- Sounds like she never showed/admitted how she truly felt, laughing her feelings off maybe cuz she was scared of letting him too close (which could have led him into the arms of someone else stopping his experience of "open relationship" for something serious)... But at the same time took him for granted and thought he would come...
"Funny how I'm not laughing now He's not coming home to me" --- Sounds like she never showed/admitted how she truly felt, laughing her feelings off maybe cuz she was scared of letting him too close (which could have led him into the arms of someone else stopping his experience of "open relationship" for something serious)... But at the same time took him for granted and thought he would come home to her anyway, like usual.
"The alarms went off at three" --- Since she can recall the exact times during night it could indicate that although she thinks he's coming home anyway she secretly stares at the clock wondering when he is coming home because deep inside she knows one day he won't which in the end turned into reality.
The tragic is that she now realizes that fcking around is not what she truly wants either and the irony is that she now ends up fcking around again (with #2) to fall out of love.
Maybe I'm far off... just some thoughts.