I think that the first verse is about those nights when you can't sleep,
And you can hear things going through your mind,
And then those few moments of happiness come before you remember again.
'I wanna feel a car crash,
I wanna feel it capsize
I wanna feel a bomb drop, the earth stop,
till I'm satisfied... cause I'm dying on the inside
I wanna let go and know
that I'll be alright, alright.'
I think that this is saying that he is bottling up so many emotions,
that he has collective over a long period of time,
reached breaking point, and now wishes that something could happen so he could let them go,
however, the second verse of the chorus to me seems like he is questioning his faith in god.
Because he says 'I wanna let go and know that I'll be alright'
It's like he wants to let go of the steering wheel of his life and have total trust, but by sayign thats what he wants, he's saying, that maybe he doesn't have that much faith.
Then in the second verse, he's reiterating the fact that he wants to be pushed to the edge,
so he can let go of his emotions
'nothing dims these stars' its that feeling of 'how come you never feel sad?'
But by saying they're stars, in a way it's admiration.
I think that the first verse is about those nights when you can't sleep, And you can hear things going through your mind, And then those few moments of happiness come before you remember again.
'I wanna feel a car crash, I wanna feel it capsize I wanna feel a bomb drop, the earth stop, till I'm satisfied... cause I'm dying on the inside I wanna let go and know that I'll be alright, alright.'
I think that this is saying that he is bottling up so many emotions, that he has collective over a long period of time, reached breaking point, and now wishes that something could happen so he could let them go, however, the second verse of the chorus to me seems like he is questioning his faith in god. Because he says 'I wanna let go and know that I'll be alright' It's like he wants to let go of the steering wheel of his life and have total trust, but by sayign thats what he wants, he's saying, that maybe he doesn't have that much faith.
Then in the second verse, he's reiterating the fact that he wants to be pushed to the edge, so he can let go of his emotions 'nothing dims these stars' its that feeling of 'how come you never feel sad?' But by saying they're stars, in a way it's admiration.