To me this is hitting kind of personal, because I am stuck in a rut right now as a freshman at a community college while all of my friends are off at universities starting their new lives and I'm still at home. I'm sick of feeling like this, like I'm "stuck" here with no idea what I want to do with my life and afraid everyone is going to move on with their lives and forget about the girl they left behind at home. I just want to be free, to be find a direction and go. I don't want to sit here, growing older and older in the same house I've been in for 19 years, while everyone around me has moved on.
Yeah, I think I understand how you feel. I'm in the same situation... I live in this tiny island in the Pacific, and I love it here, because it's my home, but I was looking forward to going off-island for college to experience the rest of the world. Everything was all set, too, but then I couldn't go at the last minute. And almost all my friends are leaving, and now I feel "stuck." I don't want them to forget me, either, but in the back of my mind I feel like I'll be left behind anyway. Right now, I'm...
Yeah, I think I understand how you feel. I'm in the same situation... I live in this tiny island in the Pacific, and I love it here, because it's my home, but I was looking forward to going off-island for college to experience the rest of the world. Everything was all set, too, but then I couldn't go at the last minute. And almost all my friends are leaving, and now I feel "stuck." I don't want them to forget me, either, but in the back of my mind I feel like I'll be left behind anyway. Right now, I'm just trying to make the best of it. Maybe it's not my weekend, but I'm going to try and make it my year.
I feel the same way. Most of my friends went away to college and I've been missing high school ever since. My senior year was so much fun and now the weekend is just another day for me, I rarely do anything fun any more. All I do is school and work, school and work. It's getting so old and I don't know what to do. Although like lxinsomniacxp said one of my friends that is at the university said that he missed high school too. I was so surprised when he said that....
I feel the same way. Most of my friends went away to college and I've been missing high school ever since. My senior year was so much fun and now the weekend is just another day for me, I rarely do anything fun any more. All I do is school and work, school and work. It's getting so old and I don't know what to do. Although like lxinsomniacxp said one of my friends that is at the university said that he missed high school too. I was so surprised when he said that. I just keep hoping things will get better..
boohoo... Get a real problem to cry about... i've basically been locked in my own room for 10 months now beacuse everytime i get out of my room, my head starts to twitch beacuse of some old furniture we got when my grandmother died, (the smell triggers the twitching). I cant think about anything else, i cant eat with my family, i cant play computer-games or read cuz i cant focus on anything when the twitching starts, i cant continue my studies beacuse of the head-twitching, i cant get a job, beacuse lets face it, who'd hire somebody who can...
boohoo... Get a real problem to cry about... i've basically been locked in my own room for 10 months now beacuse everytime i get out of my room, my head starts to twitch beacuse of some old furniture we got when my grandmother died, (the smell triggers the twitching). I cant think about anything else, i cant eat with my family, i cant play computer-games or read cuz i cant focus on anything when the twitching starts, i cant continue my studies beacuse of the head-twitching, i cant get a job, beacuse lets face it, who'd hire somebody who can barely work... Im stuck in my room, trying to think of ways to solve the problem, every day i seriously consider ways to end my life but I'm not there quite yet, I havent lost my hope yet... the worst thing is that i cant talk to anyone about it because everybody see me as this cool basically flawless guy... My parents are emotionally disfunctional so i cant talk to them about it...
Sorry but everytime i see somebody complain about a problem that basically is nothing ( in my opinion that is) I get filled up with hatred and rage...
To me this is hitting kind of personal, because I am stuck in a rut right now as a freshman at a community college while all of my friends are off at universities starting their new lives and I'm still at home. I'm sick of feeling like this, like I'm "stuck" here with no idea what I want to do with my life and afraid everyone is going to move on with their lives and forget about the girl they left behind at home. I just want to be free, to be find a direction and go. I don't want to sit here, growing older and older in the same house I've been in for 19 years, while everyone around me has moved on.
I want to feel weightless.
I feel you on that one, trust me even if you went to a university its not any easier, i feel the same way and I go to a university.
I feel you on that one, trust me even if you went to a university its not any easier, i feel the same way and I go to a university.
Yeah, I think I understand how you feel. I'm in the same situation... I live in this tiny island in the Pacific, and I love it here, because it's my home, but I was looking forward to going off-island for college to experience the rest of the world. Everything was all set, too, but then I couldn't go at the last minute. And almost all my friends are leaving, and now I feel "stuck." I don't want them to forget me, either, but in the back of my mind I feel like I'll be left behind anyway. Right now, I'm...
Yeah, I think I understand how you feel. I'm in the same situation... I live in this tiny island in the Pacific, and I love it here, because it's my home, but I was looking forward to going off-island for college to experience the rest of the world. Everything was all set, too, but then I couldn't go at the last minute. And almost all my friends are leaving, and now I feel "stuck." I don't want them to forget me, either, but in the back of my mind I feel like I'll be left behind anyway. Right now, I'm just trying to make the best of it. Maybe it's not my weekend, but I'm going to try and make it my year.
I feel the same way. Most of my friends went away to college and I've been missing high school ever since. My senior year was so much fun and now the weekend is just another day for me, I rarely do anything fun any more. All I do is school and work, school and work. It's getting so old and I don't know what to do. Although like lxinsomniacxp said one of my friends that is at the university said that he missed high school too. I was so surprised when he said that....
I feel the same way. Most of my friends went away to college and I've been missing high school ever since. My senior year was so much fun and now the weekend is just another day for me, I rarely do anything fun any more. All I do is school and work, school and work. It's getting so old and I don't know what to do. Although like lxinsomniacxp said one of my friends that is at the university said that he missed high school too. I was so surprised when he said that. I just keep hoping things will get better..
boohoo... Get a real problem to cry about... i've basically been locked in my own room for 10 months now beacuse everytime i get out of my room, my head starts to twitch beacuse of some old furniture we got when my grandmother died, (the smell triggers the twitching). I cant think about anything else, i cant eat with my family, i cant play computer-games or read cuz i cant focus on anything when the twitching starts, i cant continue my studies beacuse of the head-twitching, i cant get a job, beacuse lets face it, who'd hire somebody who can...
boohoo... Get a real problem to cry about... i've basically been locked in my own room for 10 months now beacuse everytime i get out of my room, my head starts to twitch beacuse of some old furniture we got when my grandmother died, (the smell triggers the twitching). I cant think about anything else, i cant eat with my family, i cant play computer-games or read cuz i cant focus on anything when the twitching starts, i cant continue my studies beacuse of the head-twitching, i cant get a job, beacuse lets face it, who'd hire somebody who can barely work... Im stuck in my room, trying to think of ways to solve the problem, every day i seriously consider ways to end my life but I'm not there quite yet, I havent lost my hope yet... the worst thing is that i cant talk to anyone about it because everybody see me as this cool basically flawless guy... My parents are emotionally disfunctional so i cant talk to them about it...
Sorry but everytime i see somebody complain about a problem that basically is nothing ( in my opinion that is) I get filled up with hatred and rage...