Don't Cry Out

this song exemplifies my pseudo ex's and i's relationship. we were eachother fall back people, but it didn't start out like that.

he broke my heart, left me on the side of the road staring as he moved on, and that's the beginning: "i don't get you, i can't forget what you've forgotten"

the second time around, we kept our "relationship" a secret. because my parents didn't approve of him, but honestly. it was because he wanted to fuck around and not feel guilty. "your secret kiss of confidence was my escape the perfect game to play"

by the third time, we knew we weren't anything serious or never would be. just something to pass the time and make ourselves feel less lonely. "ten nine eight and i'm breaking away i'm all dressed up and i'm ready to play seven six five four and i'm all over you counting three two one and i'm having fun."

and lastly, when we "broke up" that third time because he couldn't even handle that small amount of commitment, he needed to mess around on me. "your facination with naked walls of silk and skin with no conditions"