I think she's also discussing the external factors in life - it's not that she has affected her own life by doing detrimental things to her own psyche, but about other people crapping on her. Yet, the protagonist can still maintain a positive outlook on life because she has her 'secret spell', although Tori not letting us know what it is, per se...
I think she's also discussing the external factors in life - it's not that she has affected her own life by doing detrimental things to her own psyche, but about other people crapping on her. Yet, the protagonist can still maintain a positive outlook on life because she has her 'secret spell', although Tori not letting us know what it is, per se...