Last night I dreamt I held you with me
Close enough to feel you breathe
When I awoke I lay here empty
Caught between the want and need
Now in the darkness I am only
Thoughtful hopes and pieces mind
These dreams are all I've ever wanted
Found behind the closing eyes
Pretty much just what it says. He's dreaming she's there with him, but he wakes and she isn't. He describes how all he's ever wanted was for her to be there with him. Close enough to feeling someone breathe is a very intimate thing, he wants her to be close to him in the emotional sense as well as the physical, (i am assuming).
How long we've been trying to reach you
We all fall down like this sometimes
Trying to reach you
I'm trying
-Saying that other people as well as him have been trying to connect back with the girl, and that a lot of people have times where they aren't ok. He's trying to reach her to help.
Last night I dreamt I held you with me
Closer still to see you leave
When I awoke the fear of lonely
Gripped my heart in concious sleep
Now in the darkness I lay empty
Hollow beaten like a drum
Still water cages I am hoping
In these dreams to me you'll come
He's dreaming that he's losing her (subconscious saying its a fear of his) -its kind of like he knows no matter how close he holds her, she's going to leave. It's like he can't keep her there with him no matter what he does- and that he hopes she'll come back to him of her own accord.
These fields alive with fire and ashes
Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes
When all your dreams have died
I don't want to die
I see the fields as her life and how its been destroyed/how she views it. The dreams are the things she wants, and he doesn't want her to stop wanting him.
Just keep holding my hand because I'm trying to reach you
I'm never letting you go
Because I'm dying to keep you
I'm trying
He's basically saying, just don't let go, he's trying so hard, he refuses to let go, to give up and let her leave.
I'm walking through your fields
Of broken flowers
They fall upon my face
Like tears for hours
If all we are we are
If all we are we are
To wake and call your name in the tiny hours
We all fall down
He's looking at her life through her eyes, imagining what it's like. OR: he's experiencing pain and describing it similar to how he describes her own pain.
The second last line, to me, is him admitting to his vulnerability, because 'in the tiny hours' is like, the time when you're most desperately honest and vulnerable.... I can't explain it properly.... it's when you feel most alone.. and you admit to yourself what it is you want/need the most.
The last line reinforces that fact that everyone has a time/s where they lose all hope and suffer some sort of loss/pain.
The general meaning that comes to my mind when I try to picture this song is that a girl has depression/suffers a great loss and can't deal with it, retreating into herself, and he's trying to keep her with him, trying not to let her slip away any more than she's already done. He's trying to help her come back to who she was, saying that alot of other people fall down too... He doesn't want her to leave him/fall out of love with him. There's the underlying point that he can't live without her/her loving him.
Last night I dreamt I held you with me Close enough to feel you breathe When I awoke I lay here empty Caught between the want and need
Now in the darkness I am only Thoughtful hopes and pieces mind These dreams are all I've ever wanted Found behind the closing eyes
How long we've been trying to reach you We all fall down like this sometimes Trying to reach you I'm trying
-Saying that other people as well as him have been trying to connect back with the girl, and that a lot of people have times where they aren't ok. He's trying to reach her to help.
Last night I dreamt I held you with me Closer still to see you leave When I awoke the fear of lonely Gripped my heart in concious sleep
Now in the darkness I lay empty Hollow beaten like a drum Still water cages I am hoping In these dreams to me you'll come
These fields alive with fire and ashes Inside these fields we'll find oceans of ashes When all your dreams have died I don't want to die
Just keep holding my hand because I'm trying to reach you I'm never letting you go Because I'm dying to keep you
I'm trying
I'm walking through your fields Of broken flowers They fall upon my face Like tears for hours If all we are we are If all we are we are To wake and call your name in the tiny hours We all fall down
The general meaning that comes to my mind when I try to picture this song is that a girl has depression/suffers a great loss and can't deal with it, retreating into herself, and he's trying to keep her with him, trying not to let her slip away any more than she's already done. He's trying to help her come back to who she was, saying that alot of other people fall down too... He doesn't want her to leave him/fall out of love with him. There's the underlying point that he can't live without her/her loving him.