Thinking in Reverse

if its about illness i guess its how as soon that you are happy you find something wrong with it. that's why it last as long as the smile.

i can also see it relationship wise, where evntually you fall in the same pattern and you keep blaming each other. like where it feels like nothing is enuogh (where as once it felt as if you were doing "too much". but i'm going to assume it has more to do with illness. i dunno