Pushin' Forward Back Lyrics

Lyric discussion by DJgif 

Cover art for Pushin' Forward Back lyrics by Temple of the Dog

I'm thinking this song starts with him doing heroin because he "saw no future in this lack", that's him pushing away... then he wants back into his family's life, but they still reject him. Gracious mother pleading not another = not another person to take care of again, because of the baby brother already. All my kings have fallen down = losing. Any idea what "Fallen heroes feed the ground" means? Sorry for the broken english.

@DJgif Fallen heroes feed the ground = Fallen heroes are dying............I just heard this song on the Pearl Jam Radio station and wanted to look it up- Chris was sooo smart and soooo talented....and now he's one of our fallen heroes feeding the ground- he's rockin with Andrew now...

@joannecu5 I'd give almost anything to hope this was accurate