Let Go

Recently, I lost a very good friend. She was cool, someone I could talk to about anything and know she'd always have my back. She helped me through a lot, including supporting me to follow my dream and when things got bad at home. She would always help if I was in need. She was as good a friend as anyone could ask for. But my wife thinks we were getting to close, but we were nothing but friends and knew our boundaries. So, my wife recently told me I could no longer talk to her, which has really sucked. We go to college together and hung out with our other friends. We used to eat lunch together with a group of people. It just really sucks because there was nothing going on, which I explained to my wife, but she still insisted I didn't speak to her. Since school started back up, I've kinda been in a depression. Seeing her around campus and everything is really hard. It's hard passing her in the cafeteria and not even being able to talk to her because we were such good friends. I heard this song and it just reminded me of her, because she was always there for me. But now, when I need her the most just to talk to, she can't be there. "When will we meet again" is the hardest line for me, because I have no idea if or when we'd be able to be friends again.