This is one of the most beautiful songs he's ever written. Suicide Handbook is fantastic!
I agree with ekodili. But I also take it as someone that just couldn't take it. Maybe the relationship was too intense and he couldn't get past his own mistakes (drugs, distance, uncertainty) and let go. Now he's lost without her, wishing that he wouldn't have let her go, The emotions of not having her is fair worse the the intensity that distanced him beforehand. (if I wasn't so screwed up, maybe all the words would have come)
This is one of the most beautiful songs he's ever written. Suicide Handbook is fantastic!
I agree with ekodili. But I also take it as someone that just couldn't take it. Maybe the relationship was too intense and he couldn't get past his own mistakes (drugs, distance, uncertainty) and let go. Now he's lost without her, wishing that he wouldn't have let her go, The emotions of not having her is fair worse the the intensity that distanced him beforehand. (if I wasn't so screwed up, maybe all the words would have come)