i feel like she didnt want to leave him, but she felt it was for the best. it was hard for both of them. just the way he says "i touched her fingers as she breathed out my name" and "she smiled at me, i watched her fade away". i picture her trying to convince him its for the best. but he doesnt see it. he reaches for her, and she just slips away, sighing his name because there's nothing else to say. as she leaves, she gives him a sad little smile, maybe as reassurance. maybe reassurance for the both of them. he never comes to terms with it and he never sees it her way. he just sits and waits for her to come back, for ten years. he keeps replaying what happened over and over again. he starts to blame and question himself, and then blame everything around him. hes just been trying to make sense of the whole thing.
i feel like she didnt want to leave him, but she felt it was for the best. it was hard for both of them. just the way he says "i touched her fingers as she breathed out my name" and "she smiled at me, i watched her fade away". i picture her trying to convince him its for the best. but he doesnt see it. he reaches for her, and she just slips away, sighing his name because there's nothing else to say. as she leaves, she gives him a sad little smile, maybe as reassurance. maybe reassurance for the both of them. he never comes to terms with it and he never sees it her way. he just sits and waits for her to come back, for ten years. he keeps replaying what happened over and over again. he starts to blame and question himself, and then blame everything around him. hes just been trying to make sense of the whole thing.