i'm kinda takin it for face value, maybe he says how he would love to be some way, but he cant be because maybe someone relies on him or possibly he tries to please people this certain way, and people always tell him well why dont you do it, or maybe the person that relies on him says well you can do that do whatever you want, and then if he even tries something close to they tell him he can do, then they get pissy about it, so pretty much their hypocrites, this is a very very simple explanation for it, its hard to read some of those lyrics, could also have something to do with maybe something that he feels guilty about but shouldnt really
i'm kinda takin it for face value, maybe he says how he would love to be some way, but he cant be because maybe someone relies on him or possibly he tries to please people this certain way, and people always tell him well why dont you do it, or maybe the person that relies on him says well you can do that do whatever you want, and then if he even tries something close to they tell him he can do, then they get pissy about it, so pretty much their hypocrites, this is a very very simple explanation for it, its hard to read some of those lyrics, could also have something to do with maybe something that he feels guilty about but shouldnt really