"Georgia, Georgia
It's been many miles
Since I've seen your foggy smile
Close up and personal"
It's been a long time since his ex-girlfriend passed away.
(note, this part is present tense and first person)
"Your arsenal of excuses
You never told her
When you walked out on the Savannah shoulder
With your veins all full of beer
Thinking, "Well, at least now everything is clear""
Back when she died, he found her where it happened- she careened off the shoulder of the road. (if you don't know, Savannah is a city in Georgia, playing off her name I assume). He was drunk and overwhelmed with emotion, wanting to tell her all the things he never got to say. "excuses" tells me he probably didn't think he was good enough for her, wanted to explain himself.
(note, this part is second person and in the past-- I think he's talking to himself or his past self)
"But, oh man
What plan
Suicide
It's just not that much different from my own affair
Always cussing and crying"
I think that lyric is incorrect and should be "what a plan" rather than "what plan".
In a way this speaks for itself. He feels he's got problems too, and heavy emotions-- he doesn't understand her depression or why she did it. He's just shocked, dumbfounded, you can hear that in the way Elliott sings the word "suicide" and the brief quiet following it. Part of him is asking why he himself is still around, still dealing with his problems, he might feel she took an "easy way out" and made it harder for him. (note, now we're in first person... on paper it is present tense but in context it might be present or past)
"How about if you
Tell me something new
Tell me what will make you happy
Oh, you
So deserve to be"
He's thinking back to before her suicide, back in their troubled relationship. He loved her and wanted to be happy, but he was frustrated that she couldn't provide him an easy answer on how he could make her depression go away (because there is no easy answer for that). It's second person and present tense on paper, but he's talking to her, and in the past.
"There were protests and contests
Attitudes to cop
I want it all to stop"
While she was alive, they fought and argued. He felt there was some posturing going on on both sides. He also seems to blame her for not getting well-- she was "protesting" his suggestions on how to become happy. "It" is ambiguous- what did he want to stop? The arguments? Her depression? The whole relationship?
"Three weeks ago you were all grace and charm
And now I know it was just a false alarm"
I think this part speaks for itself. Either three weeks before her death, or three weeks before the present, she seemed fine and possibly happy-- but sudden happiness following a long depression can actually be a warning sign for suicide according to some. The person might find happiness in the finality of their decision to go through with it, or it might be the first time they have the energy to act on their feelings. He thought she was finally rid of the depression, so her death was a shock to him.
"Georgia, Georgia
I can't understand your sickness
You have no forgiveness
No attention left to pay
The quiet way you leave
And just forget it all
Just takes my breath away"
He's in the present, after her death, just trying to understand and deal with her death. He didn't understand her depression. He wanted to be forgiven for being a less-than-perfect boyfriend (note: I say that as in all of us guys are imperfect as boyfriends, Elliott once said perfection is an offense to the gods...). For his drinking, for the arguments, etc. He also feels like her choice to end her life was also in some way breaking up with him-- "the quiet way you leave and it all". He doesn't know what to say or think or feel, and almost can't believe she's gone.
"How's that supposed to make me feel?
Yeah, well, how am I supposed to feel?"
In the context of the rest of the song this has so many meanings. If you go back to his own "cussing and crying", he's trying to figure out why he should live and endure pain when she died and ended her pain. He's been shifting through sadness, care for her, frustration, anger... they might have been in a rough patch when she died, so he feels there's something unresolved. He'll never get to make it up to her, he'll never get to reconcile. It's a complicated mess of feelings and he's demanding, from her and from God, some answers, some kind of compass to get through it.
Does anyone else notice how often cars, relationships, and death seem to tie together in his lyrics? Condor Ave. and Happiness immediately spring to mind for me, I'm sure there are others. Dancing on the Highway, possibly. I think he uses it in general as a metaphor for the feelings of loss and unresolved issues after a serious relationship ends. Again, that's all just my take. I encourage all to buy his albums and donate to the Elliott Smith Memorial Fund (google it)-- it goes to the good causes he supported during his life.
Now the "note to note" interpretation...
"Georgia, Georgia It's been many miles Since I've seen your foggy smile Close up and personal"
It's been a long time since his ex-girlfriend passed away. (note, this part is present tense and first person)
"Your arsenal of excuses You never told her When you walked out on the Savannah shoulder With your veins all full of beer Thinking, "Well, at least now everything is clear""
Back when she died, he found her where it happened- she careened off the shoulder of the road. (if you don't know, Savannah is a city in Georgia, playing off her name I assume). He was drunk and overwhelmed with emotion, wanting to tell her all the things he never got to say. "excuses" tells me he probably didn't think he was good enough for her, wanted to explain himself. (note, this part is second person and in the past-- I think he's talking to himself or his past self)
"But, oh man What plan Suicide It's just not that much different from my own affair Always cussing and crying" I think that lyric is incorrect and should be "what a plan" rather than "what plan".
In a way this speaks for itself. He feels he's got problems too, and heavy emotions-- he doesn't understand her depression or why she did it. He's just shocked, dumbfounded, you can hear that in the way Elliott sings the word "suicide" and the brief quiet following it. Part of him is asking why he himself is still around, still dealing with his problems, he might feel she took an "easy way out" and made it harder for him. (note, now we're in first person... on paper it is present tense but in context it might be present or past)
"How about if you Tell me something new Tell me what will make you happy Oh, you So deserve to be"
He's thinking back to before her suicide, back in their troubled relationship. He loved her and wanted to be happy, but he was frustrated that she couldn't provide him an easy answer on how he could make her depression go away (because there is no easy answer for that). It's second person and present tense on paper, but he's talking to her, and in the past.
"There were protests and contests Attitudes to cop I want it all to stop"
While she was alive, they fought and argued. He felt there was some posturing going on on both sides. He also seems to blame her for not getting well-- she was "protesting" his suggestions on how to become happy. "It" is ambiguous- what did he want to stop? The arguments? Her depression? The whole relationship?
"Three weeks ago you were all grace and charm And now I know it was just a false alarm"
I think this part speaks for itself. Either three weeks before her death, or three weeks before the present, she seemed fine and possibly happy-- but sudden happiness following a long depression can actually be a warning sign for suicide according to some. The person might find happiness in the finality of their decision to go through with it, or it might be the first time they have the energy to act on their feelings. He thought she was finally rid of the depression, so her death was a shock to him.
"Georgia, Georgia I can't understand your sickness You have no forgiveness No attention left to pay The quiet way you leave And just forget it all Just takes my breath away"
He's in the present, after her death, just trying to understand and deal with her death. He didn't understand her depression. He wanted to be forgiven for being a less-than-perfect boyfriend (note: I say that as in all of us guys are imperfect as boyfriends, Elliott once said perfection is an offense to the gods...). For his drinking, for the arguments, etc. He also feels like her choice to end her life was also in some way breaking up with him-- "the quiet way you leave and it all". He doesn't know what to say or think or feel, and almost can't believe she's gone.
"How's that supposed to make me feel? Yeah, well, how am I supposed to feel?"
In the context of the rest of the song this has so many meanings. If you go back to his own "cussing and crying", he's trying to figure out why he should live and endure pain when she died and ended her pain. He's been shifting through sadness, care for her, frustration, anger... they might have been in a rough patch when she died, so he feels there's something unresolved. He'll never get to make it up to her, he'll never get to reconcile. It's a complicated mess of feelings and he's demanding, from her and from God, some answers, some kind of compass to get through it.
Does anyone else notice how often cars, relationships, and death seem to tie together in his lyrics? Condor Ave. and Happiness immediately spring to mind for me, I'm sure there are others. Dancing on the Highway, possibly. I think he uses it in general as a metaphor for the feelings of loss and unresolved issues after a serious relationship ends. Again, that's all just my take. I encourage all to buy his albums and donate to the Elliott Smith Memorial Fund (google it)-- it goes to the good causes he supported during his life.