Jon is talking about how he has struggled and has had doubts that trouble him, but he is in a way ashamed for God suffered so much already.
"Oh my Lord! To suffer like you do
It would be a lie to run away"
Those lines peck at my heart ridiculous. He is pretty much saying he knows God had to suffer so much and to give up on God and faith would be lying to himself.
Jon is talking about how he has struggled and has had doubts that trouble him, but he is in a way ashamed for God suffered so much already.
"Oh my Lord! To suffer like you do It would be a lie to run away"
Those lines peck at my heart ridiculous. He is pretty much saying he knows God had to suffer so much and to give up on God and faith would be lying to himself.