So, creepily [accidentally?] prophetic. Like someone above me said:
Never finished his sentence [both, the final sentence on his suicide note, and his stay at rehab- which to him was a prison]
Remained in seclusion [in the greenhouse]
For the next few days [the length of time before they found him]
Family is circling [searching for him frantically]
He having moved up
All the styles of heresy
Finally he appeared unexpectedly [the electrician]
Looking for company. [like his ghost got lonely]
Of course, the meaning he probably really intended was the way he disappeared and isolated himself from people [think "I wanna be alone" in Sliver] and after a few days, finally appeared, looking for company, because he got lonely. I forget whose house it was, but in Heavier Than Heaven, Kurt was staying at someone's house while on tour, and they couldn't find him, until they looked in the nursery and he was sitting in the darkness alone, just staring. I've always been that way, too. I look through my family photos and I'm missing in most of them, because I had always gone somewhere to be by myself. Always felt like a stranger in my own family. It irks me that I wrote a song a long time ago with the lyrics "Imprisoned in my confusion, and you'll never let me finish my sentence, I was innocent the day you gave me life" only to find Kurt had already used the same metaphor. Damn!
So, creepily [accidentally?] prophetic. Like someone above me said:
Never finished his sentence [both, the final sentence on his suicide note, and his stay at rehab- which to him was a prison] Remained in seclusion [in the greenhouse] For the next few days [the length of time before they found him] Family is circling [searching for him frantically] He having moved up All the styles of heresy Finally he appeared unexpectedly [the electrician] Looking for company. [like his ghost got lonely]
Of course, the meaning he probably really intended was the way he disappeared and isolated himself from people [think "I wanna be alone" in Sliver] and after a few days, finally appeared, looking for company, because he got lonely. I forget whose house it was, but in Heavier Than Heaven, Kurt was staying at someone's house while on tour, and they couldn't find him, until they looked in the nursery and he was sitting in the darkness alone, just staring. I've always been that way, too. I look through my family photos and I'm missing in most of them, because I had always gone somewhere to be by myself. Always felt like a stranger in my own family. It irks me that I wrote a song a long time ago with the lyrics "Imprisoned in my confusion, and you'll never let me finish my sentence, I was innocent the day you gave me life" only to find Kurt had already used the same metaphor. Damn!