I really felt like this song almost described my entire high school experience. I'm a freshman in college now, but I still feel the aftershock of the depressed, hopeless state I was in. Spring Break of my senior year I was getting ready to throw it all away. I just felt like everything I did was useless and I my life was completely meaningless. Everyone I had known disregarded me and I had absolutely no friends left at the end of highschool, my life had just come to a dead end and I was getting ready to just jump...end my life and leave everyone and everything behind that I knew. I was that close...but I realized that no matter what kind of shit is thrown at you there is always something you can do in this world, make better...even if it is a tiny stone in a huge pile of boulders. Even if you are the last one standing on the side of a cold, lonely frontier, at least you are standing for something...at least you are doing something. Better than doing something than nothing right? Than simply giving up and letting the smallest, frivolous things about life get you down and make you want to give up?
I really felt like this song almost described my entire high school experience. I'm a freshman in college now, but I still feel the aftershock of the depressed, hopeless state I was in. Spring Break of my senior year I was getting ready to throw it all away. I just felt like everything I did was useless and I my life was completely meaningless. Everyone I had known disregarded me and I had absolutely no friends left at the end of highschool, my life had just come to a dead end and I was getting ready to just jump...end my life and leave everyone and everything behind that I knew. I was that close...but I realized that no matter what kind of shit is thrown at you there is always something you can do in this world, make better...even if it is a tiny stone in a huge pile of boulders. Even if you are the last one standing on the side of a cold, lonely frontier, at least you are standing for something...at least you are doing something. Better than doing something than nothing right? Than simply giving up and letting the smallest, frivolous things about life get you down and make you want to give up?