The "rape" "kill" and suchnot are more than likely metaphors for screwing someone over or something as Devin likes using words like this in this context (with a notable exception being Rape Song from the chicken feather album).
Sounds to me more like a headfuck and wishing you could calm the fuck down or stop thinking about something thats pissed you off and hoping someone would help you, in keeping with the other themes on this album.
The "rape" "kill" and suchnot are more than likely metaphors for screwing someone over or something as Devin likes using words like this in this context (with a notable exception being Rape Song from the chicken feather album).
Sounds to me more like a headfuck and wishing you could calm the fuck down or stop thinking about something thats pissed you off and hoping someone would help you, in keeping with the other themes on this album.