this is exactly how i feel throughout/after being involved with.. every guy ever in the world ever.
it's like 'look, it's your fault i'm hopeful, so either let me down so i can revisit square one with someone else, or let me in so i can give up feeling so lost.'
also a reference to adoring someone you know is bad for you:
'don't know the reason why, but i'll always choose the black in front of white.'
as in:
'i don't know why i do this to myself when there are so many guys who are prepared to devote themselves to me.'
also:
'and when it hurts the most, i push a little more.' = 'and when you try and retreat, i only try harder to keep you here.'
this is exactly how i feel throughout/after being involved with.. every guy ever in the world ever.
it's like 'look, it's your fault i'm hopeful, so either let me down so i can revisit square one with someone else, or let me in so i can give up feeling so lost.'
also a reference to adoring someone you know is bad for you: 'don't know the reason why, but i'll always choose the black in front of white.' as in: 'i don't know why i do this to myself when there are so many guys who are prepared to devote themselves to me.'
also: 'and when it hurts the most, i push a little more.' = 'and when you try and retreat, i only try harder to keep you here.'
and hence, you are back where you started at.
cutest song ever